Hi everyone. I'm new, obviously, but i was hoping you could offer your thoughts on my most recent dilemma. Christmas is my life, and i love every aspect of it... except recently i have been having doubt about whether the whole jesus thing really happened, and wondering if god is real... normally i don't have any thoughts that are for or against god, but with all the recent drama over innocent movies that some religious people refuse to watch since it's 'against' god, i find it hard to put faith into someone who is so widely unknown to people.

i'm just really confused, and i'd like to think i'm not so shallow as to enjoy christmas only for the gifts and atmosphere...

so if you could offer your thoughts, or if you have any ideas, it would be much appreciated.